MUSIC

rose gold

artist: kitty
genre: electronic pop / hip hop
year: 2019
status: ☑
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ive rly liked kittys other projects, the pom poms and teen suicide, and for some reason i never listened to her main solo stuff but i recently did an insane amount of shrooms and rly wanted to, and im so glad i did bc i think it changed me in a way. rly fun to listen to that high, the synthy stuff was like a full body experience. idk what to say abt this album except it fucks severely and if youre reading this right now you need to go listen to it and experience it yourself. preferably on a heavy dose of psychedelics.

TV

bonding

genre: dark comedy; comedy drama; sex comedy
year: 2019
type: show
status: ☑
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my best friend hannah introduced me to this show! its two seasons, and i honestly think its great! its so hard to find shows that dont display sex workers as villians or victims or something fucking stupid like that. its also pretty introspective, in my opinion. i enjoy how mental health, sexuality, and communication is displayed.

the only real issue i have is a small moment where a man being scared of being hit is displayed as a joke. i never find stuff like that funny. people being scared of being hit, even in a BDSM situation, dosent make me laugh personally.

other than that i love this show! i wish it was more popular and had more seasons, but it came out in 2019 so i doubt more seasons will ever drop sadly.

greener grass

genre: comedy, thriller
year: 2019
type: movie
status: ☑
rating:

first off i LOVE the dreamcore/sylicon valley vibe in this movie, its dope as fuck. the clothes straight up look like doll clothes its so fun! it gives the energy of children playing with dolls which i really like. although i like the style of the movie, i was pretty confused by the end of it. but that dosent mean its bad, just that i didnt get it. i though it was going to be more thriller than comedy, but it was mostly comedy. again, thats fine, i love a comedy movie, i just had no fucking clue what was going on, or what the plot was. but maybe thats the point? like, its random cause its supposed to mirror children playing with dolls and not having any actual plot. if so, thats very fun. i was laughing and giggling the whole time though, the comedy was very good in my opinion!

are you there god? it's me, margaret

genre: family, drama, comedy
year: 2023
type: movie
status: ☑
rating:

this movie is so cute! i adore the coloring outfits and sets, its just stunning to look at. i honestly dont have much else to say, its a cute movie that look incredible!

hostel

genre: horror, suspense, thriller
year: 2005
type: movie
status: ☑
rating:

girl whatever. i understand the whole 'how the rich view the poor' thing, but it just wasent intresting at all in my opinion. i feel like the movie was more focused of insane gore than any sort of actual story. not the best thing ive ever watched but the acting was pretty good!

everything, everywhere, all at once

genre: si-fi, comedy, family, action, queer, absurdist fiction
year: 2022
type: movie
status: ☑
rating:

such an amazing movie holy shit. the whirlwind of emotions i felt watching this cannot be explained, its a fucking masterpeice, and no, i dont care if you think this movie is overrated. this is what i want to see, STORIES, i want EMOTION, i want DEPTH! not to mention that my mom is my best friend so naturally this movie made me sob.
the writing in this movie is such an insperation to me, i could only dream of writing a movie this good. but the main thing i love about this movie is the set dressing! a lot of people dont seem to care for the sets of movies, but its the first thing i notice! this movie has such gorgeous set, i love when you can tell detail was put into the background. maybe its cause im a nerd for architecture and interior design, but i always notice sets, and this movie has one of the best ones ive seen! (juno also has really good sets!)

the art of self defence

genre: thriller, drama, tragic-comedy
year: 2019
type: movie
status: ☑
rating:

this is one of my favorite movies of all time and it pains me that i never see people talk about it. not only is it visually stunning, but its the only movie ive watched about how the patriarchy hurts men, and tries to lure them into the red pill pipeline. legit, such an incredible movie, i despretly need more people to watch this film. i also want to see more movies like this, im tired of "man bad women good" shit, i want movies about TRULY breaking down the patriarchy.

saint maud

genre: horror, mystery, drama, thriller
year: 2019
type: movie
status: ☑
rating:

major tw for this movie, but holy shit this was a good watch. i mean, not good, but you know what i mean. i was honestly captivated by this film. everything is so dreary, and quiet, has such sulken coloring, it truly makes you feel as drained and empty as the mc feels. the religous plot of this movie makes my brain itch (in a good way). its so eerie and fills me with paranoia, as if someone is breathing on my neck or wathcing me from a window. i would love to tell people to watch this, but its quite a dark movie, so i dont know if many people would want to watch it. and thats not a bad thing! its just quite alot. but, alot or not, i really liked it. i like when movies are okay with being slow and quite instead of fearing the watcher is getting bored.

long legs

genre: horror, mystery, crime, thriller
year: 2024
type: movie
status: ☑
rating:

this movie gets so much hate for no reason, this movie FUCKS. i sometimes get bored with crime media, but i was hooked watching this shit. the movie is so stylized, and has such an beautiful pallete, i despretly need to make an edit for this film. i dont care if its slow at some points or if the story is kind confusing, this movie is dope!
i know i talk about how movies look alot, but its the main thing i notice! sorry! the way the camera changes to film is so fucking cool, i love how stark and overwhelming the snowey scenes are. it feels like the watcher is being filled with the same sensory issues the mc is having. im obbsessed with it. also nicolas cage ate in this movie, he should be bat shit crazy in roles more.

juno

genre: comedy, romance, drama
year: 2007
type: movie
status: ☑
rating:

ONE OF MY FAVORITE MOVIES EVER!!! i swear ive watched this movie so many times i could recite it. i love this movie so much. the hipness purgatory style of the 2000s will forever have my heart, and this movie falls right into that catagory. i have so many photos of clothes and objects from this movie that i want, everything about it is just so stunning. not to mention that this movie has one of the best soundtracks EVER. the acting, the humor, the styleing, everything about this movie just comes together so beautifly. this movie will forever live in my mind, and so will the soundtrack. one day i will have a burger phone and ill be cooler than all of you /j.

little miss sunshine

genre: comedy, family, drama
year: 2006
type: movie
status: ☑
rating:

one of the sweetest movies ive ever watched! this is such a genuine film about family, and the complications that come with being in one. i especially love dwayne as a charecter. i dont care if hes cannonicly autistic, he is to me. i felt so seen by his charecter, it really felt like i was punched in the face.
i love slightly dysfunctional familys who love eachother deep down. i wish i could find move family movies like this. i feel like most family movies and shows try to make one of the charecters on obvious bad with no other charecteristics so the fans have someone to hate, but i like when charecters are allowed to learn and grow. it makes movies like this so much more fun and enjoyable to watch. i hated the dad in the begining of the movie, and by the end i loved him. thats what i like in film! to be drawn in by a charecter!

humanist vampire seeking consenting suicidal person

genre: romance, comedy, fantasy, horror
year: 2023
type: movie
status: ☑
rating:

other than the use of the r slur (i dont care how annoying i am i will always bring up that word cause its fucking unnessesary) this movie is super cute!
i havent seen anyone talk about this movie, which is weird cause its one of those movies id expect to have a following. it has such an intresting concept, and the acting really makes you feel like these charecters are real people, at least in my opinion. i also really like how vampires are in this! slighly theatrical and bloodthristy is my favorite genre of vampire. i know this movie is in french, but i hope more people find it and give it a watch! i feel like people would really like it!

hellhouse llc

genre: horror, mystery, found footage
year: 2015
type: movie
status: ☑
rating:

meh. i liked how the movie looked, and i really REALLY like found footage, but this movie just didnt grab me. i dont have much to say other than that. it wasnet very memorable. i wa so much hype about it on tiktko but i guess this one just isnt for me.

eternal sunshine of the spotless mind

genre: romance, si-fi, melodrama
year: 2004
type: movie
status: ☑
rating:

do i fully understand this movie? no, i do not. but i still adore this movie! this movie has some of the best acting ive ever seen, and i think if scenes from it quite often! it has such an intresting concept, and although i was confused, i enjoyed every second of this movie. and yes, like every other movie, i have to gush over how beautiful this movie looks! this is legit one of the most captivating films ive ever watched. every single frame is so intential, and has such beautiful coloring, i just adore it. this will forever be in my top movies, truly a timeless watch!

spree

genre: horror, thriller, comedy, action
year: 2020
type: movie
status: ☑
rating:

why does every movie have the r slur holy shit.
anyways, i really like this movie! its super fun and has such a funny and unique plot. i love live streaming type plots in horror, it just makes for such a cool plot. its strange i dont see more about this film, its funny as fuck and has alot of moments i think could be used as memes. also the actors in this are incredible. i love exaggerated influencer charecters, it makes me chuckle. also the idea of watching someone lose thier mind of instagram live is fucking amazing and im shocked we dont have more movies like this. if you want to watch another movie like this, check out 'ivan irl' on youtube! (not sponsered or anything, spree just reminded me of it.)

ANIME

tokyo ghoul

studio: studio pierrot
genre: action, drama, horror, psychological, supernatural
year: 2014
status: ☑
rating:

dont get me wrong, i really like tokyo ghoul, but i heard it deviates from the manga after season 1, and i can sadly tell. but season one is genuienly one of my favorite peices of anime. this was also one of the first specificly horror based animes i watched and i was facinated by the body horror. it still sticks with me when i try to make my own horror stuff.

sadly, after season one i found myself getting less and less intrested. it was still visually great but the story just got really boring to me. tbh the only reason i kept watching was for uta and juuzou. juuzou will live in my head forever i fear. i took one look at him as a child as KNEW who i was meant to be. he was also my first androgynous icon. i still want red thread all over my body because of him, not like a tattoo, an acual body modification, but it would be impracticle.

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MUSIC

in yesterday's light

artist: perry maysun
genre: hiphop, rap
year: 2024
status: ☑
rating:

perry is a more recent artist i found, but i fuck with just about every single song he drops. something about his voice and the beats, i dont know how to describe it but its like i can hear how close he is to the mic i love it. i love when theres emotion behind someones voice.